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Sunday, 16 November 2008
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Currently
Breakaway
By Kelly Clarkson
Since U Been Gone
see relatedunconditional surrender
Here's an interesting fact: Ulysses S. Grant's name actually didn't have an S in it anywhere. His name was something like Herman Ulysses, but when he went to West Point, he had to have his initials on all his clothes. His initials spelled "hug". So he told them to put U.H.G., but somehow it got lost in translation and he was known as Ulysses S. Grant. Interesting, huh?
The point of that little story is that I am full of nonsense. But you knew that.
U.S. Grant's initials were said to stand for "unconditional surrender". That's what the northerners said. The southerners said "Fuck y'all." Then they lost, and they were fucked. Tsk, tsk, Reconstructionists.
But enough of the history. There is a purpose in this story, and it is this: I give up.
On NaNo, specifically. Not anything else, because despite my skyrocketing stress level, I'm pretty chill. Also, it's snowing, and that calms me down.
See, here's the dealio: I've recently realized that I'm trying to write a term paper by Dec. 2, finish applying to college by Dec. 1 (apparently), and build a trebuchet by Dec. 11. Plus finishing a novel by Nov. 30?? It's ludicrous to expect me to do so much.
Not that, in not working on my novel, I've done anything productive. I finished my Common App and started my Brown application (the one I care about, you know?) but then commonapp.org decided to be a little bitch and sign me out. And, oh yeah! I didn't save. So I have to start that all over. Maybe I'll do the fail!applications first. Like Carleton. Whatever.
And even now I'm doing nothing. And I've done nothing all weekend. I haven't betaed anything, A Promise of Peace still doesn't have a new chapter (although I'm extremely tempted to just update anyway...), and I haven't even opened a document to write my term paper (or a biography of Gaskell. Or summaries of her books).
For anyone who's worried about Evolution, don't be. I plan to continue it. I find I like my characters. Particularly Marcus. I just don't plan on finishing by the end of November. But I would like to finish by January. Although that won't happen either.
So I suppose my surrender isn't entirely unconditional, since I haven't given up the story. So, fail!Grant! I shall not surrender! Once a Southerner, always a Southerner, I suppose. Maybe I'll whip out my drawl...
Either way, that's my last NaNo update. I will continue to keep you updated on Evolution, but that is officially not a NaNo novel. It's just made of awesome (haha, yeah right).
Also, first meet Tuesday!! Wish us luck (particularly LA CAPITANA)(namely, me).
~~Mazzie~~
Friday, 14 November 2008
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Currently
Across the Universe
I've Just Seen a Face
see relatedfifteen thousand
As many of you may not be aware, I set my goal for last weekend's writing at 10,000 words total by the end of the weekend. I didn't quite meet that goal, although by Monday I had surpassed it by about 300 words. Still, I didn't work on Evolution at all for the rest of the week, and have noticed some people who are past 30,000 words already. This is embarrassing. I'm never going to finish at this goal (while also building a trebuchet, getting into college, and finishing my term paper).
So essentially, my goal for this weekend is to get to 25,000 words. Halfway through. That would be 15000 words, for the math-retarded. Although it's about 2000 less now, since I've been writing more. So. I'm hoping to get a good amount done tonight (as long as my other stories don't update), and then maybe finish my work tomorrow.
Hahaha.
I also hold such lofty goals as taking care of all my betaing, writing the next chapter of A Promise of Peace so I can edit the last chapter and then post it. It's been sitting in my inbox for a while.
Oh, and I'm supposed to spend several hours building a trebuchet tomorrow, and I want to at least start my term paper. And finish my Common App. And maybe work on some supplements.
Oh, I am so screwed. Perhaps I should stop blogging and get down to it!
~~Mazzie~~
Sunday, 09 November 2008
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Currently Reading
Hamlet (The New Folger Library Shakespeare)
By William Shakespeare
see relatedno college for Mazzie
So I recently discovered that I won't be going to college because my college fund needs to be spread around amongst poorer people. Marvelous.
In other news.
I finished Paper Towns on Friday. It was quite good, although for most of the book it was exactly the same as Looking for Alaska but with different character names. I liked the end. John Greene just has a great sense of humor.
I spent the weekend at my grandmother's. She sent me home with more soup can labels for my sister. I was secretly laughing the entire time I was there, because I find my grandparents hilarious.
There's not a lot else going on right now. I need to write 2000 more words to reach my goal for the weekend for NaNo, but I don't see that happening as I am quite tired today. Also, I posted my NaNo on Fictionpress, but so far have gotten little press on it. It's only been there for like a half hour though.
So I'm going to work a bit more on NaNo, and then I'll be sleeping. This entry is abysmally short, and I apologize to my no readers (actually I think every entry has gotten at least one view. Which may mean I have one reader. If so, speak up, solitary one!).
~~Mazzie~~
Monday, 03 November 2008
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Currently Reading
The Silence of the Lambs (Hannibal Lector)
By Thomas Harris
see relatedNaNo?
As many of you may be aware (she says as if anyone reads her blog), November is National Novel Writing Month (henceforth referred to as NaNoWriMo or simply NaNo). For those of you who don't know, participants in NaNo have from midnight on November 1st to midnight on November 30th to write a 50,000 word novel (that would be about 175 pages). I know, right? Impossible. That's what I thought.Not two days ago (namely, November 1st), I informed someone (I'm not entirely sure who, because I've read like five NaNos) that I would not be participating in NaNo. Why is she telling us this? you may be thinking.
Clearly it's because I have changed my mind. Duh.
Shortly after I said this, an image came to my head. Someone chained to a boulder, having their liver, eyes, and heart plucked out every single day, and dying from it, only to awaken the next day to renewed torment. I wanted to know why they were there (I refuse to reveal the gender here, although I do know it, in case anyone might read it), and how they got to be the person they were. So after I wrote that original scene, which wasn't very good, but it's NaNo and I'm not supposed to worry about that *grammar nazi twitch*. Then I delved back into the past. Twenty years before the opening scene, when a girl named Annabel played with a boy named Christopher.
Right now I have six pages. And no clue where it's going. It's rather thrilling, but the result is that I'm not working on anything productive, like term papers and cleaning my room. Both of which are rather important right now. Seriously, for high school seniors, November is a horrid time to be writing a novel. There's so much else to do, like get into college.
In other news.
This blog may begin getting more traffic, as I've set it for my homepage on FF.net and fictionpress.com. I've also put a link in my profile, in case anyone wants to read it. So if you're out there, leave me a commentario!
I've also recently been reading Silence of the Lambs by Thomas Harris, mostly because I loved the movie so much when I saw it. I am consistently impressed by how closely the movie stuck to the book- you don't get that often anymore.
Aside from the fact that Thomas Harris is an amazing author, I've mostly been reading it because I recently discovered I have something like a week and a half to read this, The Shining, and Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. A curse on library due dates!
I've updated A Promise of Peace again, and last night I finished chapter four and sent it off to my beta. I haven't really accomplished anything else productive. I did finish Ruth today, which was great, because I really needed to finish it. I finished Mary Barton a while ago, thank goodness, although I would dearly love to make a comic strip of it (and Ruth too, if it comes down to it), because I found them hilarious. I think it's Gaskell's very morals, on which I plan on writing my term paper, that amuse me so. Which is actually rather sad.
Would you like to hear something even more depressing than my English woes? After I finish NaNo (and get into a few colleges), I have all that intensive editing of Glass to do. And then perhaps I'll see about a publisher. Although I don't know if I'll be successful, since frankly it isn't that great a story right now. But maybe it will be great someday. I don't really know.
So now that we've had a personal expose into Mazzie's insecurities about her writing, I shall go do laundry. Farewell!
~~Mazzie~~
Friday, 10 October 2008
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Currently Reading
Mary Barton (Oxford World's Classics)
By Elizabeth Gaskell
see relatedje ne veux pas travailler...
We learned a song in French today.
Je ne veux pas travailler.
Je ne veux pas dejeuner.
Je veux seulement oublier,
Et puis, je fume.
Well, what it means is "I don't want to work. I don't want to eat lunch. I only want to forget, and so I smoke."
Obviously, we were not smoking in French class. It's based on a poem from like 1910, when smoking was cool. But anyway, I changed the penultimate (ooo, aren't I fancy, using a word like "penultimate") line to Je veux seulement me tuer, which means I just want to kill myself. It's a little melodramatic, but that's high school for you. I couldn't think of a good last line, however, but "and so I smoke" works quite well either way, eh?
So that is my interesting story of the day.
Oh, and we watched The Usual Suspects for film club. It was quite good, I thought, although I did figure it out. I wasn't the only one, though. The moderator thought we were all freakishly smart. Anyway.
I feel like more amusing things happened today. They really didn't.
My mom wants me to get a scapular blessed tomorrow morning at 8:45. I don't think she realizes how much sleep I need to catch up on. She wants to put a green scapular, which apparently means conversion, into my baby cousin's teddy bear. He's being baptized a Lutheran (God forbid!!) so he must be converted. I personally think it's extremely shifty and isn't that how witches would put hexes in people's houses? Well, not necessarily hiding them in teddy bears, but just generally hiding them around the house. It's not like Lutherans are devil worshippers. My mom's just crazy (oh, and my sister. She's all in for this plan).
(PS please spy my parallel structure up there. "I think it's shifty and isn't that how..." wow. Just wow.)
Today was supposed to be socks-only day. That was the lamest senior prank ever, because only like five people did it and they all got in trouble. Oy. Scooter Friday was so much better, and I wasn't even there.
I just noticed how fast I was typing and remembered how I used to watch my mom type and think I would never type that fast. Thanks to IM, which taught me everything I know about typing fast. Also Lord Edmund has a marvelously easy keyboard to type on. Hence he is awesome.
Anyway. I may have mentioned that I need sleep catchup. And so, I go to sleep.
~~Mazzie~~
PS random: started actually reading Mary Barton again. It's so funny, because it randomly gets really intense. Also, Gaskell, while she forgives sinners, likes to kill them off. Mary Barton's aunt Esther is a whore, and she reforms and saves Mary from becoming a whore and Jem from going to jail. Then she dies. Mary's father kills some guy, confesses...and then dies. It's like, sinners, repent! But then die so you can go straight to Heaven rather than live here to sin again! (She was a Unitarian. I'm not sure if that was relevant at all.) So that's my interesting Mary Barton fact of the day.
PPS that was the longest postscript ever.
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